I fear the unkown.
What do I fear the most?
Its unfamiliar, it could be dangerous. Scarier is the probability that I could fail, or be in pain.
I am at wits end when I have to embark on something new particularly if it means interacting with people—interestingly I am more uncomfortable dealing with familiar people in unfamiliar circumstances than dealing with unfamiliar people under any circumstance.
I land up with palpitation, dry mouth, needing to use the restroom more often.
But is it really unknown? Or is it my own past experience, or a hand me down from my ancestors?
I could convert the fear by turning it into curiosity, or an adventure, with adrenaline running high.But curiosity killed the cat! and cats have nine lives I have only one.
Anyway I figured somewhere down the line whether I like it or not I fear it or not, each day is going to pass taking along with it the experiences so the only thing for me to do is focus on the result I want and navigate towards it, everything else turns out fine. Every good or bad experience will be transcended.