Ending the cycle – start today.

Ending the cycle – start today.

the bird of six seasons, as described in the Yajur veda.
the bird of six seasons, as described in the Yajur veda.Heralding cycles

“My hand-stitched wings itch
to take flight
to test the winds of change
that inevitably blow
at the end
of a cycle.”
― B.G. BowersDeath and Life

Each day offers us an opportunity to renew our resolve to the universe that we are ready for change.

I am a point where I am crossroads, I need to move on, but the crossroad is it in the same direction or do I need to walk down the other path.

It has been very hard for things in life are stuck, or at least that is how I perceive it, I don’t like the situation and want to change. I might have exhausted myself trying how to make the change, and I had come to the point of giving up. Then came this great situation that annoyed me so much and I went into this glut of self pity and God knows what!!

I then realized that each day offered me an opportunity to renew my resolve and declare to the universe that I am ready for change. I started writing an affirmation for it; it was then that my situation appeared different. all this while I had been cribbing that I am struggling but I cannot find a way out, I have been declaring that I am open to help and that I intend to create the change for myself. But somewhere there was no conviction in it. Or I was not really willing.

Yesterday was the first time in all sincerity that I declared to the universe and to myself I am willing to get out of the quick-sand situation I was in. this morning I realized that the universe had made me my first offer.

It has been difficult to accept even with hindsight that the very choices that I made have added up to my current situation. But when I examine the story that I have been telling myself, I realized that I have regarding myself a s a failure, I have been regarding myself as unloved  and that could have blocked my ability to allow myself succeed. The power to change the story is within me. What I learnt from my experience helps me with my current choice.

Each time I view my past self and the choice made and then take a decision I realize that that there is an inner shift and it allows us to get out of the cycle I’ve been stuck in.

Now that I have declared my intentions to the universe, I know that the inner work necessary to allow the change has begun. I allow today to be the day to end cycles and enter into a new way of being.

“One age ends, and another begins. It is the way of things. But, it doesn’t happen all at once.”
― Derek DonaisMetalMagic: Talisman

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parwatisingari

full time mother and role play at being, dentist,dramatist, dancer, dreamer

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