Music to my ears would mean I am hearing exactly what I want to hear. But the art of conversation is the art of hearing as well being heard. As of now what would be music to my ears….something that addresses something that I really wish for in the deep unacknowledged crevices of my mind. it would also be the something that reassures the deep fear within me
That kind of puts me in a dicey space; I really have to delve deep into the uncharted depths of my mind to see what is that I really wish for. When I was growing up, always wanted to be someone, it kind of never occurred that specificity called for. I should have wished to be the best dentist, or probably the greatest leader or whatever. More importantly I had to acknowledge and own that wish without apology, for to wish was to hope and to hope was expect. Know something there is this small voice that says to grant a man’s entire wish is to take away his dreams and ambitions. After all life is worth living only if we have something to strive for to aim at.
Let’s look at the fear, frankly if I were wise there would only three things that I would fear the sea in the storm, a night with no moon and the anger of gentle person.
What I realized was that, we do not fear being inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure, it is or light and not our darkness that frightens us we, ask ourselves,”who am I be brilliant, gorgeous, talented fabulous?” coming to think of it, who are not be so? We are but child of God, when we play small we do not serve the world. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us, it’s in everyone. And we let our own light shine; we unconsciously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from own fear our presence automatically liberates others.
Well now what. Epiphany, live in the moment, and I have heard the best music that I could ever, the cardiologist told me, that my mother’s angiogram reports read that she does not require any surgical intervention and she can go Cambodia just as she was planning.
At the end of the day…Music is an agreeable harmony for the honour of God, and the permissible delights of the soul, a language of the spirit that opens the secret of life bringing peace and abolishing strife. One might claim, Beethoven tells you what it’s like to be Beethoven, while Mozart tells you what it’s like to be human, and Bach tells you what it’s like to be the universe. by the real music has the lyrics and composition to bring peace and harmony within, it is just for us recognize and acknowledge that symphony.