Category: epiphany

  • The tools we have.

    At the landmark coach Gopal Sarma used to say, that unless we get down to action, all our skills, and talents are but thoughting that is thoughts that cause stagnation and not growth. “You have a destiny and a purpose that no one else on this earth can fulfil…and you have travelled a unique journey…

  • Living for ourselves

    “Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them? I have. I am fucking crazy. But I am free.” ― Lana Del Rey I am currently re-reading Belinda Viegas book Cry of the Kingfisher where she talks of three Goan…

  • Mindful Walking

    When I’m in turmoil, when I can’t think, when I’m exhausted and afraid and feeling very, very alone, I go for walks. It’s just one of those things I do. I walk and I walk and sooner or later something comes to me, something to make me feel less like jumping off a building.” ― Jim…

  • Missing an old habit.

    When I was thirteen my father gave me an alarm clock, it has is with since then. It has been fixed for 5 am and I have been waking to the alarm. The knowledge that the alarm will not let me over sleep allowed me sound sleep. With the advent of the mobile, even the…

  • Trying to resolve inner conflicts.

    Being free of conflict was what I looked at for a long time. It is so crazy, I used to think I have an issue with my mother because she was not accepting me the way I was.  Somewhere during my journey I realized it was not she is not accepting me, I was not…

  • Energy the Omnipresent.

    Energy the Omnipresent.

    A professor of mine, was quite taken up with death for while, he would ask us, aren’t you worried about after death. Well, to me it is the next phase of journey. But the rationale mind understood, that the body is made for 5 fundamental energies the thermal, the electrical, chemical and the other two…